tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41872875809423783712024-03-05T21:56:32.425+07:00Every day of my life ...My. Name. Is. Kinesthesia.Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.comBlogger54125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-83848048239663269872016-06-20T12:04:00.000+07:002016-06-20T12:04:07.415+07:00Should I Write Again?So... should I write again?<br />
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Last time I check... my last post was about... 2? 3 years ago? I think that's before the big day...<br />
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because right after I join this VERY consuming World(s) : Persit & IDI ...<br />
I choose to keep my thoughts to myself. But there are a lot of things happen that I would reaaaaally love to share of course... including this cute little 'monster' that have been apart of our life.<br />
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so here I am... sambi nulis rekapan sie organisasi & pusing akreditasi RS, listen to this very relaxing instrumental... while surfing the internet -never get old, never be bored-<br />
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I will left my mark, just to say Hi!<br />
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maybe I'll write again ... but until then ...<br />
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Wassalamu'alaikum ...Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-57145605944405197842013-01-14T23:00:00.000+07:002013-01-14T23:00:16.207+07:00Tribute for My Bestfriend(s) : Trias NingrumSatu kata buat gambarin kesan pertama: Preman.<br />
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kurang lebih sekitar 12 taun yang lalu ya, cewek <strike>mungil</strike> (nah, kebagusan istilahnya) .. <strike>kecil</strike> (terlalu biasa istilahnya) ... <strike>boncel</strike> (terlalu kasar) ... intinya cewek ini berdiri di barisan paling depan waktu upacara penerimaan siswa baru di SMP * PWT. Ngerti kan? karena dia begitu makanya jadi berdiri paling depan. Mehehehehehh ...<br />
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Gaya berdirinya itu loh, kalo kami bilang: <i>nyantheng</i> atau ... songong. Pake rok kependekan, rambut super pendek, nah itu dia ... segala sesuatu tentang dia itu, pendek. Termasuk tingkat kesabarannya waktu itu, pendek banget. Yang berani nyentil emosinya dikiiiiit aja, siap-siap disemprot (<i>not literally</i>) seharian.<br />
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Satu setengah taun kemudian, dia masih berdiri dengan gaya yang sama waktu upacara bendera hari Senin. Tapi udah nggak berdiri paling depan, sekarang udah berani sembunyi di barisan agak belakang (biar bisa ngobrol & makan jajanan), rambutnya udah panjang, daaaannn ... walopun emosinya masih tetep pendek, waktu itu kepala sekolah, di sela-sela pidato puuuuuanjangnya itu, nyebut nama Iyas sebagai peraih nilai matematika tertinggi se-sekolah waktu ujian semester. <i>Perfect score</i>: 10.<br />
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Entah kenapa nama Iyas yang paling pertama aku posting. Mungkin karena dia yang terkahir komen di posting bulan lalu, mungkin karena barusan aja liat tweet-nya, atau .. <i>maybe because I suddenly miss her</i>.<br />
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3 tahun di SMP, cuma 2 taun aja bisa liat Iyas berdiri songong tiap upacara bendera, taun ketiga dia balik lagi ke kota asalnya: Serang. Itulah akhirnya aku & Iyas terpaksa jalanin <i>Long Distance <strike>Relationship</strike> Friendship </i>sampe sekarang.<br />
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Iyas,<br />
anak pinter yang punya banyak cara bikin catetan -diperkecil, dan sangat berguna kalo ujian! ups ...-<br />
anak cewek yang kalo ketawa bikin gempa satu kelas,<br />
anak pemberani yang njelasin apa dan gimana prosesnya cerai talak tiga,<br />
anak tengah yang mandiri banget! <i>She organize everything well, teach me how to deal with bad circumstance(s), and a lot more mature than any of us that time. </i><br />
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Saking gampangnya anak ini lepas kontrol, sempet nih Iyas jadi 'target operasi' kami selama sebulanan gitu, yang berakhir manis di hari Valentine. Yak! Teenager banget --".<br />
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Mungkin karena kita punya beberapa hobi yang sama, cara berfikir yang sama, keanehan yang sama, ... mungkin itu yang bikin kita dulu, karena kepisah jarak segitu jauhnya, jadi betah rutin kirim-kiriman surat (sebelom Handphone & Facebook merajalela) sampe jadi kirim-kiriman diary. Walaupun sekarang udah nggak lagi diary-diary-an gitu, persahabatan lebih <i>secure</i> karena teknologi mengalahkan dimensi ruang, ada BBM, FB, Twitter ... <i>But I still can feel the bond.</i> Misal Iyas tiba-tiba BBM terus ngelaporin hasil 'kepo'nya, <i>I feel like I can hear her loud laugh, her cheeky evil laugh! </i><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">dari kirim-kiriman surat sampe kirim-kiriman diary --"</td></tr>
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Iyas masih pinter sampe sekarang (ya menurut L??!! --"), lulus dari ITB, ceritanya Iyas mau mengabdi, ngajar bocah-bocah biar otak pinternya Einstein ga dia embat sendiri, sambil belajar jadi istri yang solehah katanya.<br />
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Walopun Iyas sekarang udah banyak berubah, dan memutuskan untuk berhijab ... tapi anak-anak 2 D nggak akan lupa jasa Iyas yang <strike>mengorbankan diri</strike> mewakili kelas di acara taunan paling bergengsi se-SMP: Putra-Putri Idola. Buakakakakakakakakakakakakakakak!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Yak! Inilah Iyas & Mas Koko tercintah ~~</td></tr>
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<br />Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-19688911554368826012013-01-14T22:01:00.001+07:002013-01-14T22:01:51.255+07:00Self Googling<br />
Pernah nggak kamu nyoba googling nama kamu sendiri?<br />
Surprise nggak liat hasilnya? Seberapa 'terkenal' kamu di dunia maya ...<br />
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Kalo internet-freak sih biasanya nggak kaget ya, ngeliat nama sendiri -apalagi nama lengkap- tercantum di beberapa situs resmi (situs kampus, institusi tertentu, social media,etc).<br />
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Yang kadang suka bikin kaget adalah, kalo tiba-tiba nemuin nama (lengkap) disebut/ditulis di blog pribadi orang. karena menurutku, orang itu harus kenal dekat dulu untuk bisa menuliskan, apalagi mendeskripsikan seseorang di blog pribadinya.<br />
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kalo nama kamu tercantum di blog pribadi orang, diceritain pula kamu ngapain, gimana orangnya, bisa berarti beberapa hal:<br />
- dia bener-bener deket & sangat menghargai kamu<br />
- dia bener-bener stalker/fans sejati<br />
- dia bener-bener benci sampe luangin waktu buat jelasin ke dunia seberapa 'annoying'-nya kamu<br />
- kemungkinan-kemungkinan lain isi sendiri<br />
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tapi intinya satu, you're special for someone.<br />
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dan yang jelas ... dengan adanya seseorang yang nyeritain kamu di situs pribadi mereka, sangat ..... amat sangat ngebantu seseorang yang lagi stalking atau bahasa keren nya sekarang: KEPO ttg hidup kamu.<br />
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beberapa orang yang cukup kenal aku, mungkin udah paham banget seberapa besar aku menghargai keluarga & para sahabatku.<br />
They're means everything to me :D<br />
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beberapa dari mereka bahkan, I've known for more than 10 years.<br />
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jadi ... berdasar dari hal-hal di atas, beberapa posting ke depan kayaknya akan diisi oleh nama-nama orang terpenting yang buat aku bisa jadi seperti sekarang.<br />
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tribute for my bestfriends.<br />
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the most famous one(s) in my life.<br />
Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-57468490952395151942012-12-11T10:05:00.000+07:002012-12-11T10:05:31.360+07:00Social Media. Be Smart, Baby!Friendster. Yahoo Messenger. Facebook. Twitter. Google +. Path. Instagram. Blackberry Messenger. MySpace. and the list is still going on ...<br />
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Orang-orang seperti bebas berekspresi, social media yang awalnya bertujuan untuk bersosialisasi, lama-lama berubah fungsi. Makin lama makin edan, nggak ada peraturan yang membatasi bagaimana seharusnya orang menggunakan SocMed dengan cara yang baik dan santun. Bukannya ngebuat pengguna lain gatel remove, delete, unfollow, dan semacemnya.<br />
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Aku pribadi termasuk pengguna aktif SocMed, udah pernah menjalani fase alay, dan termasuk yang diam ngeliat beberapa teman ngerusak timeline, news feed, dll.<br />
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11 tahun jadi pengguna dan penikmat SocMed, kali ini mau share beberapa hal yang bikin gemes banget!<br />
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<li>nggak perlu update kegiatanmu tiap 5 menit sekali, nggak semua orang mau tau & peduli. kecuali kalo kamu artis besar ...</li>
<li>stop menggalau tiap satu jam sekali, nggak perlu semenyedihkan itu untuk dapet perhatian orang. makin sering menggalau, makin keliatan seberapa lemah jiwamu.</li>
<li>marah-marah di media sosial itu lebih sering nggak bergunanya, 20% dari mereka sebenarnya seneng, 80% dari dari mereka cuma sekedar mau tau, KEPO. bijaksanalah memilih kata-kata ...</li>
<li>kalau kamu nggak yakin sama pacarmu yang sekarang, nggak perlu posting seberapa kamu mencintainya, are you sure (s)he's gonna be the last? oh really? terus kenapa bulan berikutnya udah ganti orang lagi?</li>
<li>kamu termasuk orang yang suka kepo profile orang? well ... peraturan mendasar: bersiaplah untuk kecewa dengan fakta yang akan kamu temukan ...</li>
<li>mau posting suatu fakta atau berita, please ... confirm dulu kebenarannya. jangan buat diri kamu keliatan bego di depan orang lain.</li>
<li>berlaku juga kalau mau posting kalimat pake bahasa inggris, please ... cek dulu grammar nya. mungkin kamu nggak sadar, tapi kamu hidup diantara para grammar-nazi yang bisa langsung judge seberapa begonya kamu.</li>
<li>jadi orang lain cuma untuk buat orang terkesan sama kamu di dunia maya, nggak akan buat kamu lebih dihormati di dunia nyata. get a life!!</li>
<li>nggak semua orang menggunakan SocMed untuk tujuan yang baik. Makin banyak orang yang berniat jahat di luar sana. jangan terlalu percaya sama orang asing, (terutama perempuan) jangan gampang dipuji ... please, yang mereka puji itu foto editan kamu yang jelas jauh beda sama aslinya. jadilah orang yang pintar!</li>
<li>hormati dirimu sendiri dengan posting foto-foto yang sopan dan berprinsip. misal: berhijablah jika kamu memang berhijab.</li>
<li>sebaik-baik manusia adalah yang bermanfaat untuk orang lain, mulailah dari memposting hal-hal yang bermanfaat, karena tulisanmu ... akan dipertanggungjawabkan meski kamu sudah mati.</li>
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apa yang aku tulis diatas, bukan berarti aku nggak pernah ngelakuin itu semua. aku pernah, makanya akhirnya tau itu nggak baik. Sampai hai ini, aku masih terus berusaha untuk jadi orang yang lebih baik, jadi apa salahnya ngajak orang lain untuk sama-sama memperbaiki diri?<br />
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Kuasai Dunia Maya, Jangan Dunia Maya Menguasaimu!<br />
Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-1045960828728606462012-10-16T17:58:00.001+07:002012-10-16T17:58:08.345+07:00Selamat Ulang TahunAku mengenalmu dari keterpurukan.<br />
Aku mengenalmu utuh dengan penerimaan.<br />
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kamu bukan yang terindah, bukan juga yang terbaik,<br />
tapi kamu adalah sebaik-baiknya guru yang mengajarkanku kenyataan dalam satu kali kesempatan hidup.<br />
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Aku (pikir) sangat mengenalmu, utuh?<br />
Seluruh kekuranganmu aku (pikir) sangat paham.<br />
Aku menerimamu, tersenyum dalam amarahmu di permukaan.<br />
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Aku tau bagaimana rasanya berkhianat,<br />
berenang cepat dalam dosa.<br />
Aku pernah sangat menyalahkanmu karena kamu kuanggap sebagai sosok yang membiarkan dosa itu seperti air bah yang menyeretku dari kenaifan.<br />
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Tanpa kutau, aku adalah sumber air itu sendiri ...<br />
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Aku pernah sangat muda, mengangkat dagu tinggi-tinggi bertopang ego.<br />
Aku berdiri menatapmu, tinggi, mengajariku bagaimana menutupi semua kekurangan.<br />
Aku menatapmu yang penuh kuasa, tapi aku tau hatimu serapuh kristal muda.<br />
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maka tak heran ketika suatu hari aku hanya melihatmu, iba? bersimpu di kakiku.<br />
Kamu bukan kamu yang kukenal dulu. Kamu menjadi kamu yang aku gambarkan dalam benak penuh dendam.<br />
Sejak hari itu, aku tau aku tidak pernah benar-benar memahamimu.<br />
Apa yang kau pikirkan dan kau rasakan hari ini, tidak setitik pun aku bisa menebaknya.<br />
Kita benar-benar sudah berpisah jalan, berpisah warna tali, berpisah jarak dan hati,<br />
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Kamu jauh sudah.<br />
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Aku menjagamu sampai hari ini, menjagamu dalam kenangan. tidak pernah lupa, bukan karena perasaan apa pun, tapi memang karena kamu pernah ada.<br />
Bisakah? Suatu hari kita bertemu lagi dan dengan nyaman, saling bertukar senyuman?<br />
bisakah kita berteman, seperti hari-hari sebelumnya saat kamu mengakui siapa kamu sebenarnya?<br />
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Hari ini, aku memanjatkan doa, menyebut namamu untuk pertama kalinya sejak bertaun-taun lewat.<br />
Semoga hatimu menjadi yang terkuat, meski tetap rendah hati.<br />
Menjadi manusia pemaaf, dan selalu menjaga diri.<br />
Bahagialah kamu, ....<br />
Selamat hari ulang tahun ... untuk kamu di sana.<br />
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<br />Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-29423538834413965092012-10-16T10:33:00.000+07:002012-10-16T10:33:20.091+07:00My First Day<br />
Aku lagi duduk di ruang dokter. bukan di kursi pasien, tapi di kursi dokternya ... *cough*<br />
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My first day started yesterday actually, tapi nggak tau juga kapan harus hitung hari pertama, benar kemarin ... atau waktu di rumah. And I've met my first patient, ... nah ini juga, aku bingung yang mana yang harus aku hitung sebagai pasien pertama, kemarin, atau waktu di rumah, atau .. justru waktu IKM di Puskesmas dulu.<br />
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but it feels the same: EXCITED!<br />
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pasien pertamaku di rumah, pasangan suami istri ... yang sama-sama asma. Romantis ya? Sakit aja kompakan. Terapi masih dibimbing ayah, tapi edukasinya well ... I'm flying solo, finally :)<br />
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nah kemarin, seorang ibu, post partum H+26, riwayat preeklamsi, datang karena demam batuk pilek. Agak keder juga, soalnya bingung banget mau kasih obat ini itu, tapi mendadak lupa mana aja obat yang kontraindikasi ibu menyusui. Terus tensi ibu nya masi agak tinggi, borderline sih ... tapi si ibu minta dikasih obat anti hipertensi.<br />
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I was like ... whew ...<br />
What have I drag myself into?<br />
Can I be a doctor? yes it is somehow, easy.<br />
but, can I be a good doctor for my patient?<br />
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Aku mau kasih yang terbaik buat pasien-pasienku, siapapun dia/beliau, dimanapun, kapanpun.<br />
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Menjadi dokter berarti siap belajar sepanjang hayat.<br />
Menjadi dokter berarti siap mendedikasikan hidup dan disiplin ilmu kami untuk kemajuan dan kesehatan masyarakat.<br />
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-bahasa gue mendadak berat ... berasa lagi orasi-<br />
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aku sudah memilih jalan ini, dan bismillahirrohmanirrohim ... semoga Allah memberi kemudahan dan berkah serta hidayah nya bagi kami, para dokter di seluruh dunia.<br />
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Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-29487517864888525242012-10-07T22:19:00.003+07:002012-10-07T22:19:53.995+07:00me-triviajust found this trivia game, and can't resist to try it. nda will be pissed of when he know I'll post this one. I said to him I'm going to sleep, right away after his last call. but I couldn't help myself. sorry :)<br />
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here's the <a href="http://1d-unpopularopinions.tumblr.com/page/22" target="_blank">link</a> :<br />
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<small><u><b>Bold</b></u> what applies to you:</small></blockquote>
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<small>You are in high school.<br />You dropped out of high school.<br /><strong>You live within 20 minutes of your best friend.</strong><br />You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed.<br /><b>You live within 20 minutes of your ex.</b>You have been to the movies within the last week.<br /><strong>You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours.</strong><br />You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends just this year.<br />You have been a designated driver. <br />You have broken merchandise and not paid for it.<br />You have played strip poker.<br />You are Catholic.<br />You are Atheist.<br /><strong>You recycle regularly.</strong><br />You have dated a blonde.<br />You are friends with a redhead.<br /><strong>You are taller than your mum.</strong><br /><b>You have a bank account.</b>You’ve written a check for less than $5.<br />You have visited the Statue of Liberty.<br />You have visited the Eiffel Tower.<br />You have visited Big Ben.<br />You have visited the Colosseum.<br />You have visited The Great Wall of China.<br />You have never been out of the country.<br />You have been a waiter/waitress.<br />You own a Bible.<br />You own something with a Pentagram on it.<br />You have used a Ouija Board.<br />You have been a witch for Halloween.<br />You have been a zombie for Halloween.<br />You have your eyebrow pierced.<br />You have a Monroe piercing.<br />You have your nose pierced.<br /><strong>You have no tattoos</strong><br />You have more than 5 tattoos.<br />You straighten your hair.<br />You have worn a dress in the last 3 days.<br />You live somewhere that gets snow.<br />You celebrate Hanukkah.<br /><strong>You were at your own house last New Year’s.</strong><br />You were at a bar last New Year’s.<br />You can’t remember last New Year’s.<br /><b>You slept through last New Year’s.</b>You have worked on Christmas Eve.<br />You have worked on Christmas.<br /><b>You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today.</b>You were told by someone who’s not family.<br /><strong>You slept in your own bed last night.</strong><br />You are wearing a necklace right now.<br />You are wearing something red.<br /><b>You are wearing something blue.</b>You are wearing something purple.<br /><b>Your phone number ends with an even number.<br />You have kissed the last person you called/texted.</b>You are currently listening to music.<br /><strong>You are waiting for something.</strong><br />You don’t like seafood.<br />You have eaten deer sausage.<br /><b>You have given a complete stranger your phone number.</b>You have been hit on at work.<br />You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you.<br /><strong>You have been whistled at.</strong><br />You have been creeped out by it.<br /><b>You were dating someone in December of 2008.</b>You are still dating that person.<br /><strong>You have cheated on someone.<br />You have been cheated on.</strong>You have been on a cruise ship.<br />You have camped out in your own backyard.<br />You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you.<br />You are a Pisces.<br />You are an Aquarius.<br />You are a Leo.<br /><strong>You wonder what will happen when you die.</strong><br />You are afraid of the dark.<br />You have been told you have nice handwriting.<br /><strong>You have had a song written for you. <br />You have had a picture drawn of you.</strong><br />You have curly hair.<br />You are wearing a watch.<br />You are wearing flip flops.<br /><b>You wouldn’t date someone who smoked.<br />You know someone with the same birthday as you.</b>You slept in past 10 am today.<br /><strong>You have big plans for next weekend.<br />You are thinking of someone right now.<br />Your job is stressing you out.</strong>You don’t have a job.<br />You have never had a job.<br />You were fired from your last job.<br /><strong>You know sign language.<br />You will usually try something at least once.</strong><br />You have been swimming in the last month.<br />You are pessimistic by nature.<br />You have taken a ballet class.<br />You have taken karate.<br />You have taken gymnastics.<br />You wish on shooting stars.<br />You wish at 11:11.<br /><strong>Your birthday has already come this year.</strong> <br /><b>You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year.</b>You ended your last relationship.<br />Your ex ended your last relationship.<br />You aren’t over your ex.<br /><b>You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you.</b>You were/are a teenage mom. <br /><strong>You were named after someone.</strong><br /><strong>You like your name.<br />Your last drink was water.<br />You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’.<br />You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going.</strong><br /><strong>You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’.</strong><br />You have a hangover.<br />You have a pet fish.<br />You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house.<br />You have godparents.<b><br />Your parents are still married.</b> <br />You have step-siblings.<br />You are the oldest.<br />You are adopted.<br />You have a twin.<br />You don’t want kids.<br />You want more than four kids.<br /><strong>You have a bad temper.</strong><br />You usually make the first move in an intimate situation.<br />You have made out with a complete stranger.<br />You have worked with a Kayla. <br />You have gone to the movies with a Jared.<br />You have hugged a Lexie. <br />You have held hands with a Marcus. <br />You have dated a Rachel. <br />You have broken your arm. <br />You have had to get stitches on your face.<br />You have had an MRI.<br />Your fingernails are painted.<br /><b>You like to draw.<br />You like to sing.</b>You can play an instrument.<br /><strong>You keep a lot of secrets from people.</strong><br />You don’t think people would accept you if they really got to know you.<br /><strong>You don’t trust people easily.</strong><br />You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone.<br />You drive a car older than a 2002.<br /><strong>You have lost a friend you never thought you would.</strong> <br /><b>You know a child who died of cancer.<br />You know a teenager who died in a car wreck.</b>You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours.<br />You have cut your hair in the last week.<br />You wear glasses.<br /><b>Your favourite season is Autumn.</b>Your favourite colour is orange.<br />Your favourite animal is a dolphin.<br /><strong>You last rode in a car with a relative.</strong><br /><b>You last rode in a car with a girl.</b>You last rode in a car with the person you are dating. <br /><strong>You regularly watch Asian dramas.<br />You love Chinese food.<br />Your best friend is older than you.<br />You have to go to school/work tomorrow.</strong><br />You answered every question truthfully. > the ex? no.</small></blockquote>
<br />Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-20844631849609795192012-10-05T12:36:00.000+07:002012-10-05T12:36:47.152+07:00Menulis Nggak Susah, Tapi Juga Nggak Segampang Bikin Mantra<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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Jadi, aku sekarang sedang dihadapkan di siatuasi mau-nggak-mau-harus-nulis. apapun. entah narasi biasa, sajak, personal literatur, bahkan yang agak panjangan seperti cerita pendek atau novel. rasanya susah! apalagi nulis yang terakhir itu. seringkali berakhir dengan writer's block! *gigit jempol kaki*<br />
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Akhirnya aku harus biasain diri lagi nulis di notebook (liteally notebook, buku kertas-catatan, yang ditulis tangan), karena biasanya ide yang aku tulis pertama kali di catatan itu yang paling orisinil. Karena mindset-ku waktu nulis apa pun di laptop itu labil sekali: aku tau, tulisanku bisa aku delete & edit sesuka hati. beda dengan tulisan di catatan yang kalo salah, coretan panjang di catatan itu justru punya seni sendiri. seni dari imajinasi yang orisinil.<br />
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ngetik novel, atau bahkan cuma cerita pendek, sangat tergantung mood & juga banyaknya <i>distraction</i>. dan membangun situasi, mendeskripsikan sebuah karakter, fisik, atau lingkungan -yang notabene berperan penting terhadapa bagus/nggak nya sebuah cerita- sangat bergantung dengan imajinasi yang aku punya. sedangkan imajinasiku sendiri dipengaruhi dari informasi & intelegensi yang baru atau sudah lama mengendap di otak. selain itu, gaya bahasa yang khas juga punya peran untuk menarik peminat pembacanya -yang nggak flat & garing- itulah .. beberapa hari belakangan ini merasa salah baca referensi, karena novel & cerita-cerita yang aku baca hampir seluruhnya adalah cerita dari luar negeri, yang tentunya .. ditulis dalam bahasa inggris. makanya, waktu nilis cerita sendiri, kalimatku kaku banget, nggak luwes, nggak 'nyastra'.<br />
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-masi inget dulu waktu bikin skripsi, karena jurnalku hampir semuanya jurnal luar negeri, dosen pembimbing sempet beberapa kali ngingetin untuk ganti struktur kalimat, karena kalimat-kalimat yang aku tulis lebih keliatan kayak terjemahan jurnal, bukan dari hasil pemikiran sendiri-<br />
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gimana sebenarnya cara buat tulisan jadi menarik? gimana biar pembaca nggak bosen? I don't know.<br />
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tapi aku terus belajar. aku harus tetap nulis! kapanpun. dimanapun. apapun tulisan itu.<br />
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tulislah apa yang ada di pikiranmu, jangan takut duluan tulisan kamu jelek, membosankan, dan dihambat pikiran pesimis lainnya. karena itu yang membuat ide besar di kepala kita terpenjara oleh kekhawatiran diri sendiri.<br />membacalah ... menulislah. negara ini butuh banyak penerus dengan ide dan pemikiran cemerlang, bukan mereka yang banyak bicara -kesannya- baik, tapi dengan pemikiran kosong itu.<br />menulislah, bagikan ilmu kepada orang lain.<br />menulislah, dan jadikan dirimu bermanfaat dengan membagi ilmu baik pada orang-orang di sekitarmu.<br />menulislah, meski tulisanmu di pagi hari hanya tiga buah kata singkat, (tetapi penuh makna kebanggaan & harapan besar):</blockquote>
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"Selamat pagi, Indonesiaku ..." </blockquote>
Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-78524214513828944452012-09-18T17:21:00.001+07:002012-09-18T17:21:08.911+07:00Sahabat Aku Sudah Berhasil 'Move On'. Kamu?<i>Pacar. </i><br />
<i>selalu lebih indah dengan imbuhan 'mantan' di depannya. - anonymous</i><br />
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Kenapa bisa begitu?<br />
akui aja deh, seberapa pun brengseknya mantan, <i>the memories we've shared always win</i>.<br />
<i>the past ... the 'oh-something' that we ever felt</i>.<br />
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minggu ini, dikejutkan berita-berita yang oh, so ... breathtaking-heartwarming.<br />
this girl, gimana aku ngikuti ceritanya mulai sejak dia belajar fisika-kimia-biologi pertama kali, <i>yes .. junior high school it is</i>, kemarin dia cerita tentang perkembangan selanjutnya.<br />
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<i>I can't share the story completely, just because ;)</i><br />
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intinya aku bahagia, bener deh. sahabat aku ini udah banyak berubah.<br />
masih jelas sekali di kepalaku, suatu siang dia ke rumah, tiba-tiba tiduran di <i>bed</i>, nggak nangis nggak apa-apa kek biasanya, dia cuma bilang "pusing, nes."<br />
jadi aku cuma duduk, terus mijat kepalanya sampe dia tidur.<br />
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<i>it WAS so hurt to see her like that. Her smile that slowly fade away, replaced with those emptiness stares; no laugh nor smile, but just endless sigh. </i><br />
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Pernah liat dia yang seperti itu, itulah kenapa aku seneng dengan tangguhnya pendirian dia sekarang.<br />
Walaupun masa lalu itu sebegitu menjanjikannya, walaupun kenangan itu semua diputar balik lagi, dia tetep kuat untuk bilang,<br />
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"<i>I'm moving on.</i>"<br />
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<i>So, yes .. now is too LATE for you, ex.</i>Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-10101843493862473832012-06-04T17:52:00.001+07:002012-06-04T17:52:30.029+07:00Last Rotationstarting next week, it will be our last rotation.<br />
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stase terakhir kami. amin.<br />
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kalau mau merenung, melihat lagi ke belakang ... waktu berjalan cepat sekali. baru kemarin rasanya menajlani stase pertama kami, IKM, disebar di puskesmas-puskesmas sekitar. baru kemarin rasanya Gunung Merapi meletus. baru kemarin rasanya mondar-mandir VK IGD - VK belakang, asisten SC, rebutan partus, and here we are ...<br />
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bedah. sudah.<br />
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minggu ini minggu tenang terakhir. amin.<br />
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semoga Allah memberi kemudahan, kelancaran & ridho-Nya pada kami.<br />
semoga perjalanan kami ini tidak pernah sia-sia.<br />
semoga ilmu yang kami dapat akan bermanfaat bagi diri ini dan orang lain.<br />
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amin.Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-43039522229437773272012-05-24T22:43:00.001+07:002012-05-24T23:10:24.320+07:00Kupu-kupu Monarch - from and for Tere LiyeBaru aja buka Fan Page nya Bang <a href="http://www.facebook.com/darwistereliye/">Tere Liye</a> langsung kesindir, jadi termotivasi buat posting lagi.<br />
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jadi, ceritanya baru aja selesai <strike>baca</strike> terhipnotis 1 lagi karya beliau, judulnya: Berjuta Rasanya. ada 15 cerita pendek tentang rasanya mencintai, cerita cinta dari para pecinta. paling suka baca cerita Kupu-kupu Monarch. Agak excited yah waktu baca tentang <i>Monarch's day </i>atau dikenal sebagai <i>the Day of the Death</i>. Setelah search di google ternyata memang ada, Hari Monarch. Di Mexico sana, setelah Halloween sampe tanggal 2 November, ada sebuah fenomena dimana ribuan kupu-kupu Monarch itu muncul dari balik hutan dan terbang kesana kemari di sekitar taman bunga, dimana para keluarga yang 'ditinggalkan' sudah berkumpul atau berwisata di situ. iya, jadi ... kupu-kupu tadi dipercaya adalah para jiwa yang telah pergi, dan kembali setiap 1 tahun sekali dalam wujud kupu-kupu bersayap jingga cemerlang. kira-kira begitu.</div>
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cerita-cerita di buku itu bisa dibaca <a href="http://sozoofmine.wordpress.com/darwis-tere-liye/">online</a>. Terus yang seru ikutin kuisnya juga. dari situ nanti bisa dinilai bagaimana kita memahami cinta selama ini. dan aku, adalah:</div>
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deskripsi yang paling menarik perhatianku adalah:</div>
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I was like, haha ... *ketawa sinis* <i>you're right</i>.</div>
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terus, ngutip dari salah satu notes beliau juga tentang cinta sejati:</div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;">cinta sejati tdk pernah datang dari satu-dua kejadian... satu-dua kalimat... cinta sejati adalah konsistensi dan komitmen panjang... dan kau tahu, sayang... ibu adalah cinta sejati-mu ...</span></blockquote>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">pada intinya, disini, aku cuma mau menyampaikan: aku nggak pernah kecewa udah pilih Bang Tere Liye ini sebagai penulis favorit yang sbagian besar tulisannya menginspirasiku. konsep kesederhanaan, ketulusan dan kebahagiaan yang hakiki memberi sudut pandang berbeda tentang manisnya sebuah karya hasil pemikiran manusia.</span></div>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">Buat Bang Tere,</span></div>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">terima kasih, semoga nasehat-nasehat abang bisa membuat anak-anak lain semakin mencintai orang tuanya, menyayangi kakaknya, melindungi adiknya dan selaaaaaalu ingat terhadap keagungan Allah SWT. semoga saya juga bisa merubah pemikiran orang lain menjadi lebih baik seperti yang abang lakukan terhadap saya. Semoga Abang sekeluarga (terutama Pasai) dan keturunan-keturunan abang, menjadi keluarga bahagia dunia & akhirat. Aamiiinn ...</span></div>Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-3704968223445199692012-02-19T18:18:00.000+07:002012-02-19T18:18:00.263+07:00Just a Dream<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJaofgVkAXBRhyphenhyphenxGOeZ2dB3Kb06ZwHWX7Xp4xEh0UvagdKjEcahs4l2ySCNrdPJhIR3-RK-hW_jHF_w8Uq9PtbNLmxII9URkChTtUe371zQuFOwJR1ZGjz06OtGnxtmk8Gf39Uz2fxklOi/s1600/tumblr_lqq2afVRAo1qf3lleo1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="238" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJaofgVkAXBRhyphenhyphenxGOeZ2dB3Kb06ZwHWX7Xp4xEh0UvagdKjEcahs4l2ySCNrdPJhIR3-RK-hW_jHF_w8Uq9PtbNLmxII9URkChTtUe371zQuFOwJR1ZGjz06OtGnxtmk8Gf39Uz2fxklOi/s320/tumblr_lqq2afVRAo1qf3lleo1_500.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
<blockquote class="tr_bq">to the world, you might be just one person. but for one person, you might be his world</blockquote>Lagi-lagi aku mempersoalkan mimpi-mimpiku.<br />
lagi-lagi aku menuntut supaya mimpiku (sendiri) tercapai.<br />
dan lagi-lagi aku lupa.<br />
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aku lupa tentang dia yang udah mengorbankan salah satu mimpi besarnya, demi aku.<br />
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I forgot that moment, how can I forget? *facepalm*<br />
when I first embrace him, just to calm him down when he said those words. K*STR*D, how can I forget .... :(<br />
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aku sudah mendengar apa yang mau aku dengar hari ini.<br />
sudah cukup.<br />
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and I'm sorry. really sorry.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Thank you for always loving me, perwiraku ...</td></tr>
</tbody></table>Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-23911752852435377342012-02-19T08:56:00.000+07:002012-02-19T08:56:13.540+07:00a little something about nona manisku (non)just an ordinary day.<br />
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kalo liat ada orang nulis status begitu kok, sekaramg agak kurang setuju.<br />
because as for me, tiap kali Allah memberikan kesempatan buat kita bernafas tiap bangun pagi, itu brarti Allah memberikan kesempatan buat kita bertemu suatu hal, peristiwa, pelajaran .. anything, pada hari itu juga.<br />
dan tiap kesempatan itu, sangatlah luar biasa. kesempatan yang diberikan Allah itu .... very extraordinary. <br />
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hari ini. juga special buat aku. buat kakak ku, terutama. si <a href="http://kimchidee.wordpress.com/">nona</a> berhasil mencapai salah satu mimpinya, jadi fans sejati, pergi ke Singapur (pake duit sendiri), nonton Super Show 4 (pake duit sendiri juga). ha.ha. *ketawanya sambil cengo*<br />
but to be honest, I'm very proud of her, reaaaaally happy for her^^<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">non, acting cute. hahaa ...</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">pose, like a candid cam.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">promoting Delfi, and Tiffany & Co. *greedy for CF*</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">no need explanation? *i don't know, but when we took this photo, I feel really close to her* *foto ini diambil perjalanan Magelang-Jogja, 'after that 'earthquake' moment'*</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">nona, never ashamed making ugly face, ga kek aku yang slalu tampil maksimal! tapi aslinya ... nggg ... </td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">nona and food? inseparable :p </td></tr>
</tbody></table>jujur aja, sebenernya tadi nggak niat buat nyeritain non d sini. but somehow I feel kinda missing her already. eheeheeh.<br />
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she's the best sister that I ever had. (and I swear she won't like these words, because she hates cheesy things. *padahal kan dia anak sastra!! harusnya nyambung dong yaaaa --")<br />
kalo mau tau tentang pengorbanan dari seorang kakak buat adek nya yang kurang ajar, tanyakan dia.<br />
kalo mau tau tentang tanggung jawab anak pertama, berhasil atau gagal, tanyakan dia.<br />
kalo mau tau tentang dilema sebagai anak sulung dalam keluarga, baik dan buruk, tanyakan dia.<br />
dan kalo mau tentang penderitaan nya punya adek yang egois, cemburuan, tapi lucu & ngangenin, sure sure ... tanyakan aja dia ;)<br />
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aku pernah mandang non sebelah mata, nganggap dia gagal berperan sebagai seorang kakak, cuma bisa kasian sama kisah cintanya ... kekekekekek.<br />
sekarang, si non adalah panutanku, I learn a lot from her.<br />
about working hard.<br />
about having fun.<br />
about loving easy.<br />
about responsibility.<br />
about committing crimes.<br />
about sister's power *apa deh iniii ...*<br />
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she's a great writer. Ada salah satu karya dia (read here, <a href="http://www.wattpad.com/2159162-worth-a-dream-prolog">Worth a Dream</a>) yang aku sukaaa sekali. baca berulang kali masih bikin merinding. A story which inspired by me, she said. By b*tch-bad-girl-me. Meeehhhh .... :p<br />
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well.. enough.<br />
intinya ... saya akan selalu mendoakan agar hidupnya diberkahi kebahagiaan, kesehatan, dan selaaaaaalu dilindungi Allah.<br />
semoga kami, anak-anak ibu & ayah, bisa bersama banggain ibu & ayah, berhenti bikin ibu ngelus-ngelus dada, berhenti bikin ayah sakit & kurus mikirin kita *sniff*, semoga kami ... bisa bahagiakan ibu & ayah, & terutama ... mengabulkan cita-cita ibu buat umroh bareng berlima *ouch! aku lupa si ade' satu itu* ... & di taun yang akan datang lagi, semoga diberi kesempatan lagi, umroh bareng berlima PLUS 3 orang baru, sebagai menantu-menantu ayah & ibu.<br />
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Semoga Allah mengabulkan permintaan dari seorang adik yang mengagumi kakak nya ini, seorang putri yang meeeencintai orang tuanya ini!<br />
Aminn ... <br />
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so, when a I see a smile, coming from my family, it will always be my extraordinary day.<br />
terima kasih Allah, mengirimkan para malaikat ini menjadi keluargaku :)<br />
maka, pertemukan kami .. dalam indah surga-Mu.<br />
amin Ya Rabbal alamin ....Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-61982115541862376022011-12-19T15:44:00.001+07:002011-12-19T15:51:34.872+07:00Persinggahan (dedicated to our beloved friend, alm. Irwanda 'Iwang' Hendri)Bismillah ...<br />
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Pernah dengar dari dokter anestesiku, ICU itu tempat terhormat untuk orang meninggal. see? maksudnya orang lebih terhormat kalo meninggal di ICU, dibandingkan meninggal di bangsal. entah pendapat dari siapa itu. *absurd*<br />
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Bagiku sekarang, ICU itu lebih tepatnya sebuah persinggahan. Titik awal sebuah jawaban dari doa-doa keluarga & sahabat si pasien yang sedang berjuang. yang kebanyakan statusnya 'in between'. (between Life & Death)<span id="goog_1459046645"></span><span id="goog_1459046646"></span><br />
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18 Desember 2011. Sore itu, kami berdoa untuknya. entah apa tujuannya, pikirku. karena nggak pernah terpikir sebelumnya kalo kondisi dia sudah sebegitu menurunnya. seminggu ini dia berjuang. sadar - nggak sadar, panas naik turun, finally gagal multi organ. sebenarnya kami tau, kami sudah paham prognosisnya begitu denger dia sudah dibantu 'ventilator' (it's an end stage equipment, we know, but we choose to ignore it), karena kami masih percaya ada keajaiban - mukjizat, etc you name it - bahwa ia masih akan kembali. makanya kami berdoa di masjid RS Margono sore itu.<br />
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Angkatan kami, 2006, memang bukan angkatan yang terkenal paling rajin, paling membanggakan di kampus, dan justru sebaliknya, black record kami lebih banyak. Terserah. Mereka boleh mencela & memandang angkatan kami sebelah mata, tapi kalau masalah loyalitas, kami berani taruhan ... rasa kebersamaan kami belum bisa dikalahkan apapun. kami baru sadar itu kemarin. see?<br />
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dia .. dalam kondisi sakaratul mautnya, masih memberikan kebaikan pada kami. dia mempersatukan kami.<br />
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it's almost midninght di sela-sela jaga malamku di bangsal interna. mau nggak mau kebangun, berulang kali di-PING!! dan nyatanya kalimat yang ikut serta setelah PING!! itu akhirnya ga bisa bikin tidur sampe pagi.<br />
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"Cepet ke ICU. Iwang kritis!"<br />
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<div style="color: red;">PING!!</div><div style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div style="color: red;">PING!!</div><div style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div style="color: red;">PING!!</div><div style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div style="color: red;">PING!!</div><br />
lari. aku lari ke ICU. masih nggak percaya. apa artinya kritis ini sebenernya? final you mean? dan aku masih percaya masih ada keajaiban.<br />
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malem itu, sekali lagi aku perhatikan loyalitas kami. it's almost midnight .. tapi recent updates BBM semua tentang Iwang. doa untuk Iwang. Harapan-harapan bahwa ia segera kembali pada kami.<br />
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Sekali lagi aku katakan, ICU adalah tempat persinggahan. Orang-orang berdoa, keluarga memohon pada Allah, sahabat-sahabat berharap, membisikkan harapan ... "Kamu pasti kuat!", "Ayo bangun!", "Allahu Akbar!", "Allah selamatkan dia!". ICU adalah tempat persinggahan sebelum pasien pulang ke rumah.<br />
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1. Rumah di dunia, bersama kesempatan kedua yang diberikan Allah. Pulang ke rumah untuk berikutnya menjalani pemulihan dalam waktu cukup lama. Bersabar menjalani pemulihan, karena kecacatan atau kekambuhan atau efek samping pasti ada. Maka mereka pulang ke rumah, dan pasien akan lebih menghargai hidup, menjalani kesempatan kedua dari Allah untuk ... hidup.<br />
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2. Atau pulang kembali pada Allah.<br />
Dan yang ditinggalkan mengerti, bahwa itulah jawaban dari doa kami. Bahwa kepulangan sahabat kami ini, adalah kehendak Allah, yang terbaik baginya.<br />
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RJP.<br />
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It's the final scene. Kami tau.<br />
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Lama hidup di rumah sakit, kami sudah cukup paham cara mainnya, kami sudah tau urutannya. Dan akhirnya kami mulai mengakui, it's final. Kami menyerah, .. pasrah pada kehendak-Mu Allah ... Doa kami berubah seketika: "Yang terbaik bagi-Mu, Allah. Terbaik baginya menurut kehendakMu, kami ikhlas ..."<br />
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time of death: 23.29.<br />
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Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un ... kami menyayangimu Iwang, tetapi Allah lebih menyayangimu. Allah rindu pada-Mu. Seminggu penuh kamu berjuang, dan sudah saatnya kamu kembali. Kami ikhlas. Iya kami kehilangan, saaaaaaaaangat kehilangan. mungkin kamu nggak bisa baca atau tau lagi siapa & berapa banyak orang yang saaaaaangat peduli sama kamu, wang ... itulah yang membuktikan kamu orang baik. kesederhanaanmu mengajarkan kami banyak hal. Senyum kamu, kata-kata khas kamu, "aku iki opo?" .. "Jah-haatt" ... terpatri sudah di hati kami.<br />
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Kami berduka. Today is <strike>not</strike> Monday. Today is Mourn-Day. We've lost one of our best doctor! Our best friend!<br />
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Terima kasih telah hadir mewarnai hidup kami Iwang ... jalanmu menuju cita-cita menjadi dokter memang tinggal 1 langkah lagi (1 stase lagi). tapi bagi kami .. kamu telah menjadi dokter sejati, <b><i>mengobati </i></b>kekosongan pikiran kami tentang rasa syukur, kebersamaan, dan penghargaan atas hidup yang lebih baik. terima kasih Iwang ...<br />
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Semoga dilapangkan kuburmu, diampuni dosamu, dan dikuatkan orang-orang yang kamu tinggalkan. Amin ... semoga berada di tempat mulia di sisi Allah ya Iwang ....<br />
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kata-kata nggak akan cukup untuk menggambarkan betapa kami kehilangan kamu, tapi biar waktu yang menunjukkan, biarkan semangatmu yang mengubah kami perlahan, biarkan jejak-jejak hidupmu yang tersisa akan menyemangati kami untuk jadi yang terbaik. Kami akan membuatmu bangga, sahabat .... sebangga kami mengenalmu, memilikimu, menyayangimu ....<br />
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May you Rest in Peace ...<br />
In memoriam, Irwanda Hendri Pratama. Dokter Muda, FK UNSOED 2006.Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-44500248416650477952011-11-03T19:00:00.000+07:002011-11-03T19:00:48.495+07:00Typeless Thursday<div style="color: #cc0000;">ini surat kedua buatmu.</div><div style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #cc0000;">i hate to say this, but I think I miss you. </div><div style="color: #cc0000;">i want to <strike>say</strike> type a lot, but my hand become numb.</div><div style="color: #cc0000;"><strike>speech</strike>typeless.</div><div style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #cc0000;">this is for the two of you:</div><div style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #cc0000;">thank you for making such a history. thank you for giving me the chance(s) of being the <b><i>morbiler</i></b>. *bahasa baru*dancing*</div><div style="color: #cc0000;">it's honestly never been my choice in the first place.</div><div style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #cc0000;">seeing you two happy now, I ... (once again) typeless.</div><div style="color: #cc0000;">congratulation London, congratulation uro.</div><div style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #cc0000;">Dear heart, I really sorry for being selfish. Sincerely, Ego. </div>Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-33610146692429276472011-11-02T16:48:00.001+07:002011-11-02T16:49:57.435+07:00unwellNovember rain. it's raining! welcome raining season!<br />
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welcome many kind of diseases!!!!!! >.<<br />
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iyaa .. aku sakit lagi ini. kemarin abis slese faringitis. skarang ... kumatlah sinusitis. rhinitis ga sembuh-sembuh. ohlahhh .. bersahabat kali aku sama itis-itis yah?? --"<br />
kemaren nyoba tidur ga bisa, hidung mampet parah, narik napas malah pusing sampe belakang kepala. malem nya ga ngantuk, tapi capek, leher kaku. keinget ada kerjaan. dateline hari ini. it's done by the way :) tapi .... badan mulai demam. <br />
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eh well ... ada cerita yang mau aku bagi. it's slightly about him.<br />
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jadi aku... ceritanya punya temen. ah .. ga jadi cerita itu deh. ga enak sama orangnya.<br />
intinya ... nda lagi puas-puasnya ngetawain orang. dia memang jahat. --"<br />
and i think, kalo misal suatu hari nanti dunia dia jadi bagianku, hmmm ... i will not do that. respect someone based on hierarchy. no ....<br />
sebenernya nyenengin loh, ngobrol sama nda kalo aku & dia lagi sama-sama beres, lagi sama-sama mood. we will talk about almost everything, even gossips. hehee ... hari ini, kami ngobrolin temenku, temennya, haha ... dia memang gila. aku juga. <br />
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keinget sama cewek yang dulu hebring rajin ganti DP BBM, nunjukin pacarnya 'siapa' & 'lagi ngapain' di akmil. haha ... udah putus. udah ganti pacar lagi si cewek. aku ga ngetawain dia, aku ngetawain prediksiku waktu itu, bener aja.<br />
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<blockquote class="tr_bq">IBUUUU!!! BELANJA YOOOOKK!!<br />
</blockquote>doaku hari ini: <i>semoga selalu sehat di pergantian musim ini, semoga hujan nya justru bawa berkah, semoga temen-temen & sahabat-sahabatku makin kuat, semoga para haters udah ngerti apa yang mereka benci, semoga ibu ayah selalu sehat, semoga non & ade' kangen rumah, kangen aku, semoga nda selalu sukses dalam karir, semoga semua umat muslim di dunia selalu ingat Allah, dalam perlindungan & kasih sayang Allah SWT.</i>Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-58395500087039717292011-11-01T00:15:00.000+07:002011-11-01T00:15:27.657+07:00Midnight Talkrecent Top 5 SITES I love to sit.<br />
*nongkrong thu bahasa inggris gaulnya apa ya? maksudnya mau bilang 5 situs yang paling sering ditongkrongin sekarang*<br />
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1. Tumblr.com<br />
2. Wattpad.com<br />
3. user.Blogspot.com<br />
4. kaskus.us<br />
5. any soacial network. u name it.<br />
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just love it.<br />
tumblr ... karena suka nemuin foto-foto & quote-quote bagus buat di-steal. *eh? just like I've told you in my previous post la~~ oh yeah! my page is <a href="http://kkinesthesia.tumblr.com/">here</a><br />
wattpad ... based on my reading hobby. it's quite fun, relaxing, and randomly found a cute cast like *uhuk* Gaspard. yeah ... thanks to watty writer who introduced me to him. nyeheheh.<br />
blogger ... of course i still like blogwalking. blogs i follow the most are on my right colloumn, I FOLLOW them. read their stories, love some of their styles, anything \(^o^)/<br />
kaskus ... bagaikan koran dengan berbagai berita. mulai dari yang paling A1 sampe paling HOAX! :D<br />
facebook, twitter ... still need it la~~ walpoun udah ngrasa ga mood juga mondar-mandir di facebook. a lot of fake people & personalities! mw remove tapi malasnyah!<br />
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it's 00.05 am. welcome November ... :)<br />
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and I kinda miss my sister & brother a lot ......... :(<br />
oh yeah, and my childhood friend too.<br />
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i love the video so much!!!! DADDY, I MSHIED EUUWW!!Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-34201670748170201452011-10-31T23:54:00.002+07:002011-10-31T23:54:36.946+07:00Bye October 2011Bye Bye OCTOBER!!<br />
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the month of ALL GREAT PEOPLE in LIFE<br />
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GAH!Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-18727634196861618442011-10-31T23:49:00.001+07:002011-10-31T23:52:39.908+07:00bapak tuawhat now?<br />
hello .. assalamu'alaikum.<br />
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i really feel tired, suffocated and hopeless. *caffein effect<br />
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sbenernya udah lama nyimpen crita ini di kepala. slama ini slalu keinget, kalo lagi enek-eneknya mikirin idup *alah lagunyaa .. kek paling mikir*<br />
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tapi beneran deh, kalo lagi ngresulo, ngeluh, keingetan bapak tua itu, mimiknya, sikapnya, posturnya ... I feel the most "biadab" person in the world.<br />
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<blockquote class="tr_bq">it was about 3 months ago. stase anak. melati. </blockquote><blockquote class="tr_bq">aku disuruh anter laringoskop untuk bayi. 'the baby must be in apneu state' i guessed. dan bener. waktu ke IGD, residen anestesi udah mau ngamuk gara-gara ngliat aku masi bengong megangin kotak set laringoskop. "cepetan mana laringoskopnya!!! bayinya udah mau mati!!" setress. pasti dah, residen distress :D </blockquote><blockquote class="tr_bq">dan si residen makin mau ngamuk, waktu tau ternyata kluarga si bayi (ada bapaknya, pamannya, & kakek si bayi) belum tanda tangan persetujuan penggunaan ventilator. i forgot what's the issues, tapi yang jelas waktu itu masalahnya, ... si keluarga dilema. waktu tau bayinya apneu (ga napas spontan) dan dikasi tau kalo salah satu cara biar bisa bisa idup itu pake alat bantu napas (ventilator. u name it.), mreka pasti tanpa ba bi bu langsung setuju & bilang "IYA!!" karena mereka ngeliat harapan 'hidup' di situ. without even knowing, kalo pun bayinya selamat, kemungkinan besar si bayi juga bisa hidup dengan bermacam-macam defek. si bayi itu persalinan-nya susah, & kepalanya was not in a good shape.</blockquote><blockquote class="tr_bq">but u know what? waktu dijelasin kalo pake ventilator itu harus bayar min 500ribu/hari, suddenly they went silent. alat buat masang udah di tangan, tinggal jawab iya atau nggak. waktunya singkat. keputusan: iya pasang ventilator, tapi nggak punya biaya sama sekali. atau nggak usah pasang, .. u know what will happen lah. the baby will dead. and that's when i see it ..</blockquote><blockquote class="tr_bq">wajah si kakek. sikap si kakek. bingung. berharap banyak. pasrah. didesak buat mikir cepat. ambil keputusan cepat. bapak itu .. dengan wajah kuyu nya, peci miring, batik lusuh, celana kain lusuh, sandal jepit, ... kedua tangan nya ngremas lipatan celana. hopeless. mimiknya? jangan tanya mimiknya!! mimiknya itu yang buat aku ga kuat lama-lama di situ & akhirnya ninggalin IGD sambil nahan air mata! (*kok si kakek? iya .. bapak nya si bayi masi muda banget. im sorry no offense, but he looked like he didn't care. at all.)</blockquote><br />
emangnya si kakek ini minta dihadapkan situasi kek tadi? hidup & mati cucunya? kebahagiaan anak wanitanya?<br />
tua. bapak tadi itu tua. satu hal yang selalu bikin luruh. i don't like to see any event where old man suffer!<br />
see? how a (new) life was depend on money's hand. how ironic!<br />
but that's life. itulah ujian. itulah cobaan. in a bad way but for good.<br />
makanya.. rasanya kok egois yah. kalo ngedumel sama masalah sendiri. nggak seberapa. cuma masalah ego aja. bandingin coba sama masalah si bapak ini? aku nggak bisa komentar banyak lagi. terlalu sumpek, terlalu ngenes kalo mau komentar.<br />
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the baby actually was in a really bad condition when (s)he born. even bayi nya pake ventilator, mungkin juga ga bertahan lama. in comma state, I mean. so how's the story end? yea ... the baby already became an angel in Heaven. A really beautiful & cute angel beside Allah.<br />
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buat si bapak, semoga ... bapak benar-benar orang yang baik, orang yang bersabar, mendapat hikmah dari peristiwa itu, dilapangkan hatinya, keluarganya ... dan semoga di akhirat nanti, menjadi salah satu orang yang paling dimuliakan di sisi Allah. amin ...Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-84733473524988434002011-10-07T15:44:00.000+07:002011-10-07T15:44:31.746+07:00Treasure from Tumblr.beberapa hari kemarin, autis nongkrong di <b>tumblr</b><br />
di situ itu ... banyak foto & quote-quote bagus buat <strike>dicomot</strike> dikoleksu akhirnya dari situ akhirnya tau, sense art ku ngarah nya kemana.<br />
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aku suka foto-foto yang modelnya nggak keliatan mukanya. contohnya, foto-foto ini:<br />
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anykind of skinship :D jangan diliat napsu nya, tapi liat affection between these couple ya ...<br />
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all pics taken from tumblr.com (lupa account nya punya siapa aja)Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-25122055707721531592011-10-07T15:43:00.001+07:002011-10-07T17:11:57.410+07:00My Favourite Quote :)<table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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</em></strong></div>Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-15154118722137545202011-09-28T08:16:00.001+07:002011-09-28T08:36:47.380+07:00What a Lifehidup ini indah <strike>buat gue</strike> kalo:<br />
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1. bisa berangkat siang tiap hari<br />
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*it's okay bangun pagi, tapi kalo harus riweuh" buat berangkat pagi, masuk jam 7, ouch ... it's a torture for me, heheh .. nenek moyangkuu .. maafkan akuu ... *<br />
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2. tiap hari bisa makan steak :D<br />
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*di posting saat lagi ngidam makan double chicken steak*<br />
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3. have a big brother like Gaspard Ulliel *KYAAAA!!!!!!*<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I want a creature like this to wake me up every morning "Wake up! You little brat!!"</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I want him to scold at me everytime I pout my mouth, angry. aawww...</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I want a brother like him to pick me up everyday I go back from hospital ^^</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I want this creature to hug me and caml me down everytime I sad & cry, "Don't worry sis, I'll kill that guy!"</td></tr>
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Nyahahahahaha .. mimpi siang bolong --a</div><br />
3. selalu berkata, di setiap cobaan & berkah yang didapat<br />
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<blockquote>"Alhamdulillah ... Insha Allah ini baik ... :)"</blockquote>Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-81901435298648040942011-08-16T19:21:00.000+07:002011-08-16T19:21:53.481+07:00babies PARADE!!assalamu'alaikum ... :)<br />
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eh? did I ever told you how much I love babies?<br />
oh well ... I love them a LOT!!<br />
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jadi minggu ini, sudah minggu ke-8 saya di stase anak, pediatri :)<br />
minggu-minggu awal lalu rasanya lamaa & beraaattt skali. trutama waktu di melati (bangsal NICU). uuhhh .. capeknya lahir batin. belom lagi ada masalah di luar 'ilmu' bangsal.<br />
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perang batin sama paramedis, temen seperjuangan. but I passed??!!<br />
because of you all, babies^^ (BIG HUG)<br />
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bayi dimana-mana!<br />
di mana-mana bayi!!<br />
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gendong sana! gendong sini!<br />
bedong! cium! (diem-diem --")<br />
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here we go! bayi" favorit ku! yang lainnya share di fb ajaa .. kebanyakan :p<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">my fav baby s crying!!! so cute!!!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">my fav baby tryin to smile :)</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">"c'mon.. stop taking picture of me"</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">sshhh ... <i>she's sleeping</i></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">before she's going home :(</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">aduh .. liat de bubunya .. kek model!!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">pipinyaaa!!!!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">ouww ... the baby stare at me!! ini nih yang bikin mupeng pengen punya anak --"</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">baby sinchan!! ahahahah</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">UV-bathing! ciyee berjemur ya sayang? ^^</td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><br />
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dan sekarang. aku kangen banget sama bayi-bayi ini :'(<br />
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Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-15733977166534130302011-08-09T06:01:00.000+07:002011-08-09T06:01:28.445+07:00Beautiful Prayer<blockquote>Akan ada hari dimana Allah menjadi saksi saat kau lingkarkan ikatan suci Mitsaqan Ghalidza dijariku yang kau pilih, walau aku tak sesempurna istri sang Nabi.<br />
Akan ada hari dimana kulingkarkan pula sumpah setia dijarimu yang kupilih sebagai Imamku, yang Surga-Nya tak bisa kumasuki tanpa ridho darimu.<br />
Akan ada hari dimana kugelar sajadahku dan sajadahmu, kita bersujud dalam sepenggal waktu yang sama dan Doa yang terucap darimu ku Amini juga dalam hati 1 shaf di belakangmu.<br />
Akan ada hari dimana selalu kunanti alunan Tausyiahmu sebagai pengantar tidurku dan rasa syukurku karena-Nya telah memberi cinta yang kutujukan padamu.<br />
Akan ada hari dimana kau dengungkan Adzan dibalik daun telinga sosok mungil yang kelak mewarisi sebagian parasku dan sebagian tingkahmu.<br />
Akan ada hari dimana keteladananmu akan mengiringi tugasku sebagai Madrasah bagi keturunan kita.<br />
Akan ada hari dimana kita akan melihat nisan dan memesan sepetak lahan berdampingan untuk nanti ketika esok kita tak ada lagi.<br />
Akan ada hari dimana salah satu dari kita menghadap Ilahi, dengan pendamping hidup yang soleh dan soleha yang setia menemani sampai di akhir perjalanan nanti, dan aku akan sabar menanti.<br />
Semoga Allah megizinkan Sakinah bersamamu hadir suatu hari nanti hingga kelak dikumpulkan kembali sampai di Syurga-Nya nanti.<br />
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Amin .....</blockquote><br />
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I was read that BEAUTIFUL prayer from my friend's display picture on BM. <i>Subhanallah ... </i>T____T<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Semoga Allah meridhoi dan melancarkan perjalanan ini ... amin.</td></tr>
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Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4187287580942378371.post-32863511913536863632011-08-07T10:21:00.000+07:002011-08-07T10:21:32.895+07:00what they do to make me admire them??-in the middle of doing my presentation project for tomorrow-<br />
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ah yehhh ... too many things distract what I'm doing, as always. ehee ...<br />
so .. I was like doing this <i>pro-walk (</i><strike>facebook</strike><i>)(profile-walking) .. </i>instead of blog walking. cause it seems like I have a lot of freeeee time! -- IT SEEMS ya!!!--<br />
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actually I wasn't this type of person, who cares what others do. anymore. (means that I usedddd to be :p ehee)<br />
so that's what i culd do to prevent envying other successions!<br />
but two days ago ......... finally my eyes drop to this guy profile. my so-humble-perfectionist-selfish-complex-etc friend: Radit :)<br />
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he's now in Europe doing some clerkship-exchange program.<br />
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I knew about it before. but yes, I don't care. at first.<br />
but yesterday ... when I saw the pic he uploaded at his profile, showing him with his nu friend there, wearing that OK(scrub)-uniform. i was like ... "<i>subhanallah... he got it...</i>" yes. I'm speechless. <br />
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just so you know, I still have that obsession till now. it wasn't buried yet: study abroad, breathe somewhere over the world, watch & live in other culture, nu experience ... that dreams ...<br />
I tell you: I still keep it.<br />
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and somehow ... when I see my own friend can do what I dream that I've kept for my whole life ... I become: respect & admire him/her more.<br />
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I remember, back to that day, when I first saw him. In the middle of the crowdness, when the head of our faculty said that we, who were (NEARLY) accepted from SMPTN, were not entirely accepted. eh??? yes. that time.<br />
Radit then spoke in the name of us, new student candidates, in front of all parents and the student's guardian, that he will blow this matter up to public, that our faculty had broke the national education law. that he will sue our faculty for creating some harmful rules for the new student, who actually should ACCEPTED automatically, but it weren't.<br />
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That time, I thought that he's not one of us, the new student candidates. i thought he was a student's guardian, or just someone. but when I realize who is he, ... that time ... I knew .... :<br />
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he would be SOMEONE important, influential and somewhat .. inspiration to the other student in our school, and the other medical school in Indonesia. and I'm right, people!!^^ i just knew.<br />
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so ... back to where we are, I'm asking to my self: what they do to make me admire them?<br />
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FYI, there's also 1 person, whom I <strike>envy</strike> respect her, since I was in high school. I couldn't tell who is she. because ... I was like, her secret-admirer. uh!! she's also my inspiration. she's smart, she's rich and she's beautiful (ah demm ... beautiful-rich-smart??? that's too perfect combination!!!)<br />
First, I was underestimated her for being beautiful and rich. because too many girls here are like that. they beau & rich but the brain is useless, sorry.<br />
but this girl?? it was that moment, when I saw the result of <span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">prestigious</span> <span class="hps">university</span> <span class="hps">entrance</span> <span class="hps">test</span> <span class="hps">trial. We have the same option: med school of course. we both didn't accepted. but: her name was 1 rank ABOVE my name!!!!! </span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">it changed everything. it changed the way I see her. yes she's smart. but she's also humble! i hate it, she's too perfect for a beau girl I knew. ehee ... I secretly 'followed' her life from that time. not intensely followed, just want to know what she's doing, what she have, what s her achievement. and yes, once again, from my point of view, she's 'above' me now :) </span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">"yes I still admire you miss ... have a good work and a great life in Sing's!"</span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">so what they actually do? </span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">and once again, when yesterday i think about this two great people, a news came down. from my closest person. my guy :)</span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">he just finished his course in Bandung, and the final rank have came out: </span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">he? he is on the BIG THREE!!!</span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">I was so excited and happy and soooooooooooo much proud of him!</span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">I'm so proud of him.</span></span><br />
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</tbody></table><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">Instead of admiring others, I admire this guy a lot. </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">ehee .... there's no words anymore to describe how I'm so grateful that Allah have sent someone like him for us. he might feel that he's nothing, but for us ... he's everything :)</span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">so, again. what they do???</span></span><br />
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<blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">they are smart.</span></span></blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br />
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<blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">they have that humble-charisma. </span></span></blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br />
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<blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">they all (already) have vision. they know what they have to do now, tomorrow. five years later. ten years later. THEY HAVE THE CAPABILITY to know.</span></span></blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"> </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"> </span></span><br />
<blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">they are loved by me & others.</span></span></blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br />
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<blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">they are my inspiration :)</span></span></blockquote><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">thank you for reading this entry.</span></span>Kinesthesia Wiryawanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07005900413205897710noreply@blogger.com0