Sunday, August 7, 2011

what they do to make me admire them??

-in the middle of doing my presentation project for tomorrow-

ah yehhh ... too many things distract what I'm doing, as always. ehee ...
so .. I was like doing this pro-walk (facebook)(profile-walking) .. instead of blog walking. cause it seems like I have a lot of freeeee time! -- IT SEEMS ya!!!--


actually I wasn't this type of person, who cares what others do. anymore. (means that I usedddd to be :p ehee)
so that's what i culd do to prevent envying other successions!
but two days ago ......... finally my eyes drop to this guy profile. my so-humble-perfectionist-selfish-complex-etc friend: Radit :)

he's now in Europe doing some clerkship-exchange program.

I knew about it before. but yes, I don't care. at first.
but yesterday ... when I saw the pic he uploaded at his profile, showing him with his nu friend there, wearing that OK(scrub)-uniform. i was like ... "subhanallah... he got it..." yes. I'm speechless.

this pic! yes this one. taken from his facebook :p which one is he? just guess laa ...


just so you know, I still have that obsession till now. it wasn't buried yet: study abroad, breathe somewhere over the world, watch & live in other culture, nu experience ... that dreams ...
I tell you: I still keep it.

and somehow ... when I see my own friend can do what I dream that I've kept for my whole life ... I become: respect & admire him/her more.

I remember, back to that day, when I first saw him. In the middle of the crowdness, when the head of our faculty said that we, who were (NEARLY) accepted from SMPTN, were not entirely accepted. eh??? yes. that time.
Radit then spoke in the name of us, new student candidates, in front of all parents and the student's guardian, that he will blow this matter up to public, that our faculty had broke the national education law. that he will sue our faculty for creating some harmful rules for the new student, who actually should ACCEPTED automatically, but it weren't.

That time, I thought that he's not one of us, the new student candidates. i thought he was a student's guardian, or just someone. but when I realize who is he, ... that time ... I knew .... :

he would be SOMEONE important, influential and somewhat .. inspiration to the other student in our school, and the other medical school in Indonesia. and I'm right, people!!^^ i just knew.

so ... back to where we are, I'm asking to my self: what they do to make me admire them?

FYI, there's also 1 person, whom I envy respect her, since I was in high school. I couldn't tell who is she. because ... I was like, her secret-admirer. uh!! she's also my inspiration. she's smart, she's rich and she's beautiful (ah demm ... beautiful-rich-smart??? that's too perfect combination!!!)
First, I was underestimated her for being beautiful and rich. because too many girls here are like that. they beau & rich but the brain is useless, sorry.
but this girl?? it was that moment, when I saw the result of prestigious university entrance test trial. We have the same option: med school of course. we both didn't accepted. but: her name was 1 rank ABOVE my name!!!!! 


it changed everything. it changed the way I see her. yes she's smart. but she's also humble! i hate it, she's too perfect for a beau girl I knew. ehee ... I secretly 'followed' her life from that time. not intensely followed, just want to know what she's doing, what she have, what s her achievement. and yes, once again, from my point of view, she's 'above' me now :) 

"yes I still admire you miss ... have a good work and a great life in Sing's!"


so what they actually do? 


and once again, when yesterday i think about this two great people, a news came down. from my closest person. my guy :)
he just finished his course in Bandung, and the final rank have came out:

he? he is on the BIG THREE!!!


I was so excited and happy and soooooooooooo much proud of him!
I'm so proud of him.


Congratulation Love ..... :) *Big Hug!
Instead of admiring others, I admire this guy a lot.
ehee .... there's no words anymore to describe how I'm so grateful that Allah have sent someone like him for us. he might feel that he's nothing, but for us ... he's everything :)


so, again. what they do???


they are smart.




they have that humble-charisma.




they all (already) have vision. they know what they have to do now, tomorrow. five years later. ten years later. THEY HAVE THE CAPABILITY to know.


they are loved by me & others.




they are my inspiration :)




thank you for reading this entry.

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